so........10 years later....her i am ....leroy freaking banda ...the brown hornet...dot b...the one who has has the vision....lol. a lot has happened in 10 years...jamals grown....im divorced....single....but madly in love.stronger,faster,bigger,wiser,smarter......less involved...what would be the perfect comeback topic... love...overrated...hate...never given enough attention...loyalty....my fam still strong and deep....lust....im a lusaka boy lol....but....individualism... the ability to be yourself.... feeling like a mac..in a room....surrounded by some pcs (lol)....i haave learnt a few things in the past decade. 1.it doesnt matter 2.even if it does,it only matters to you. 3.and if it does... make it happen. i have successfully ,even in my struggles,raised a special needs child..... i did what wasnt expected of me...a drunk....a junkie.... a black sheep... a failure....but...i still did it...amd did it well....God creates people like me every 1000 years or so... and he created ...