so........10 years later....her i am ....leroy freaking banda ...the brown hornet...dot b...the one who has has the vision....lol.

a lot has happened in 10 years...jamals grown....im divorced....single....but madly in love.stronger,faster,bigger,wiser,smarter......less involved...what would be the perfect comeback topic...

love...overrated...hate...never given enough attention...loyalty....my fam still strong and deep....lust....im a lusaka boy lol....but....individualism... the ability to be yourself....

feeling like a mac..in a room....surrounded by some pcs (lol)....i haave learnt a few things in the past decade.

1.it doesnt matter

2.even if it does,it only matters to you.

3.and if it does... make it happen.

i have successfully ,even in my struggles,raised a special needs child.....

i did what wasnt expected of me...a drunk....a junkie.... a black sheep... a failure....but...i still did it...amd did it well....God creates people like me every 1000 years or so... and he created a fther and son combo so extreme...we didnt know how to deal with it.jamal...thats my motivation.

so until next time,weather its next week or in 10 years......we did it...we survived.